I'm very depressed, tired, sad. It's because of my parents, who are very strict to me. They want me to study so hard. Like, everyday, everytime, like no minute is wasted. Studying is not really my thing, to be honest. Drawing is. That is why I joined here and began uploading mine. I'm sorry if I am so so inactive here. I got no time to draw because of my problems. I really want to cry right now but my parents are here. I'm not ready to say my true feelings to them. My friends are not helping me. Usually they would ignore people who are experiencing this. Or just laugh at me.
For the people who point commisioned me ( ~abbythekitty *PiwyLullaby ~Kitsuneintheblizzard
) (This will get in their mention boxes, right?), I'm sorry for making your guys wait. I'm currently sketching your commissions. If you want to refund, it's okay for me, just tell me and I'll give back the points you paid. I'm really sorry.
Second quarter just ended in our school, and I am really frustrated at the 2nd quarter. All subjects did GROUP PROJECTS, which i really hate, because in my school there are a lot of dumb people here with low grades and stupidness. All of my projects didn't go well because of my classmates. I wish my teachers would stop this group projects. They do this because they want those dumb students of theirs to have high grades. WELL F**KING STUDY, OKAY?! F**ck.
Exams just finished and most of my exam's scores are lower than the previous quarter. I was depressed when I was studying for it because of the group projects. The grades came after that. Some of my grades went higher, some maintained, and some went lower. I got two line of 8s. My average last quarter was 92.67 ang this quarter it went lower to 92.63. Funny.
My rank got lower as well. I rank 7 in the overall and 2 in my class. It's okay for me, since I'm still in the top 10.
This month of November we will have lots of activities. I will get this oppotunity to draw during free time. But then again, parents. Tss. To be honest, they make me so annoyed. They are like robots talking again and again.
I just typed this in my tablet, so I am sorry for the typos I have made in this journal. I miss drawing and I miss you guys. Sorry for being so inactive.